I want to adopt again I want many more children I know I have children who are either waiting or will be ready soon.
But my hubby isn't ready I can post here and vent he doesn't read my blogs. I can vent a little.
One other thing stopping me from adopting from China is weight. I have really cut down on my meals eating only two a day and no snacks. Diet drinks and water walking 1 to 2 miles daily.
I don't know if we are waiting for a daughter or son this time I don't know what special need our next child might have, but I can't wait to return to China. I miss the people, the culture, the traditions. and the beauty of China.
I will not post weight on here but I will post inches lost. And let you know how I'm doing.
Tonight I was doing so good I wasn't hungry and in comes Brad with a bowl of Chinese left overs and suddenly I was hungry but I didn't give in just sat here and fummed he knows I'm trying so hard to lose some weight.
Somewhere in China there is a child asking where Mama is and I don't want to have to say you waited because Mama wasn't ready.
So have some more water :)
About Me
- Rebekah Vincent
- I am a Mother to three beautiful Children all adopted from China. I am homeschooling and have several blogs one is for us to share about our lives and one to share with our Homeschooling community.
2 comments:
Sweetie, I'm right there with you! Supporting you all the way!
HUGS!
BTW, maybe she will be a Butterfly like Lexie,,lol
I know exactly where you are emotionall, sweetie. DH and I are both ready and willing but I have my wt, my antidepressant and $$ against us. There are days that I just crave to see China so badly I can hardly stand it. I don't know where God is leading us, but I am trying very hard to relax, enjoy my girls and know that everything will work out in the end. As always, you and the family are in our prayers.
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